I hope I’m not having a manic break but I did stay up until 5 am and now I’ve organized so much shit that I have 9 bags to donate and that’s not including shoes

Is there a medical term for “I buy clothes when I’m sad and am also too sad to get rid of old clothes so now I’m gonna die under a pile of clothes” or nah

Hahhah I can do what I want

My therapist disagrees

yes i’m a fucking mess okay, my grandma just died, i recently broke up with my girlfriend, my seasonal depression is back in full force, my migraines are terrible, and i’m never fucking hungry anymore and i’ve lost too much fucking weight, my job moved locations and i have fewer hours than i realistically need to do well for myself, ALSO I HAVE INSOMNIA so please just be kind to me

Me: So I’ve lost a lot of weight and–

My therapist: You really have lost a lot of weight.

Me: DAMN IT I DIDN’T ASK YOU

Depression breakfast: some slices of turkey and pickle chips

thanks it’s the depression

My mom: I know you don’t like when I comment on your body, but you look so healthy!

Me: Uh. K.

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My aunt: Do you do yoga? Because you look so skinny!

Me: No. And No.

Why am I always tired, Lorraine? It’s the depression

I just want something to feel like home