I tore up an entire tissue box during therapy tonight.

Got some calluses, but I do feel more regulated

I want my grandma

fam i am topless in front of a fan (oh yeah our AC is out) eating potatoes, waiting for my mom to update me about my grandma GONNA BE A LONG NIGHT

My grandma is in the ICU. She’s got fluid in her lungs, a fever, and is septic.

mattholtsbf:

Me: when will this fic update

Me @ myself: it’s your fic. You have to write the next chapter yourself

Cookie no good

Fan can’t hold a candle to it

It’s so hot in our apartment I’m nearly dissociating. We went to a movie and I was so comfortable I FELL ASLEEP

Ha

The first, like, 11 years of my life I grew up in the Ohio Valley without any semblance of air conditioniting (I had a ceiling fan that I was worried would fall and chop off my feet), and then I went to college in New Orleans like the frizzy-headed dummy I am. But today, when the air cuts in our Chicago apartment and it’s like only 70 at night? FREAKING OUT fAM

Ugh I hate being told “it’s okay to say no to people” and then get simultaneously pressured to do stuff I have just declined to do.