Go to the psychiatrist (no I don’t want to) go to the psychiatrist (ugh I don’t want to) but I did it!

Btw my lyft driver mentioned that he used to live in my neighborhood and gave me histprical facts about a bowling alley that burned down just before pointing out an apartment HE ALMOST GOT MOLESTED IN that is right down the street from mine. Thanks, I didn’t need more trauma in my day.

Today’s acknowledged trauma: My exgf texting a week after my grandmother died to demand a bunch of bullshit from me before saying they hate me but love me, full-well knowing they were hooking up with someone else while I was dealing with a massive bout of depression and grief